Monday, October 17, 2011

Sometimes it's hard to let the future begin.

You don't know where to begin your future because you're unsure of where your past ended.
Sometimes you're stuck living in your past,
because it's what you're used to for so long.
When you finally learn to let go of it,
it's hard to decide where to go.
You invision your future, & try to plan it out,
but the truth is, you cannot plan a real future.
You just have to go with the flow & play it by ear.
Let the future take the lead.
You can't live in the past forever.
Sometimes you fall down, but you've got to get back up.
You can't live your life if you're stuck on the ground.
Sometimes it's easier to just let go.
If you can't let go of one thing, you can't hold onto something else.

This is what dreams are made of.

You have this vision of who you want to be and what you will be,
but that vision keeps changing & changing.
Your life goes in a circle because you're constantly trying to
achieve your dreams but the more you try, the more they slip away.
You chase & chase & when you finally do get what you want,
you realize that it's not really what you want, so you're back where you started,
running around in circles chasing what's not there.
People are always saying to follow your heart & to chase your dreams,
but in reality, there are no real dreams.
Sure everyone has a vision of who they want to be & how they want to live,
but that vision is constantly changing.
A real dream stays with you forever.
The majority of the people in this world say they have dreams,
but 99% of those people won't chase them.
Once you reach one dream you search for another.
Dreams are not something you search for,
because with dreams comes passion and passion is not something that is created.
Passion is something that is truly in your heart.
It's a burning desire that will never die.
If there is no passion there is no dream.
You get stuck in this circle, running & running & chasing nothing.
The dream you think you are chasing is not yet developed.
It never will be truly developed, because you are human.
That's how the human mind operates.
We constantly change our minds about what we want,
because nothing is ever good enough.
We find something new & we thrive for it.
We chase it & chase it until we have it & we kove onto something else.
Nothing is ever good enough, so we search & search until we can't can't search anymore,
but we still aren't finished because we are not yet satisfied.
That's what's wrong with the human race, we are selfish.
We cannot be pleased, we always want more & more.
We have no dreams because our visions never die.
Our wants continue to develop & once we think we have what we want,
we don't because we can never make up our minds.
We consistently change our visions & our minds & continue to run in circles.
The circle goes on & on & on, it never really ends.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Fearless.

Fearless is not being completely unafraid.
Fearless is having fears, but facing them.
Fearless is having courage even if you are afraid.
Fearless is having strength when you have every reason to be weak.
Fearless is doing anything that scares you to death.
Fearless is to constantly lose, but to still get up & fight for what you want.
Fearless is being hurt multiple times, but still searching for that satifaction you deserve.
Fearless is having faith in yourself & believing that someday things will change.
Fearless is to stop believing the lies you've been told for so long.
Fearless is standing up for that one thing you truely believe in.
Fearless is flying without wings.
Fearless is saying goodbye to the person who hurts you the most,
even if you cannot breathe without them.
Fearless is allowing yourself to walk away smiling when all you want to do is cry.
Fearless is to fail, but to keep trying until you succeed.
Fearless is showing your true emotions without any remorse.
Fearless is having no regrets.
Fearless is looking your biggest fear in the eye saying, "You will not defeat me."
Fearless is believing in yourself.
Fearless is proving everyone wrong.
Fearless is doing what you want, regardless of the consequences.
Fear shows weakness, & when you show weakness,
people take advantage of that weakness.
Fearless is to know every song ends, but to still enjoy the music.
Fearless is having no destination, but enjoying the journey.
Fearless is to know you can walk away from everything,
but instead you face it, knowing you have every opportunity to avoid it.
Fearless is fearing everything, yet nothing at all.

Often imitated, never duplicated.

Dare to be d i f f e r e n t *

Being different means having courage.
Being different means being noticed.
Being different is never a bad thing, it shows you have originality,
& you aren't afraid to show it.
Be the cat in a room full of dogs.
Be the sun in the middle of a thunderstorm.
Be the one dressed like a chipmunk at a Christmas party.
Instead of chasing a boy or a girl, chase a dream.
Be the caterpillar that becomes a beautiful butterfly.
Be the trendsetter, not the imitator.
Be a leader.
Take insults as compliments.
Smile at a stranger.
Give your worst enemy a wave & blow them a kiss.
Wear yellow in a room full of red.
When people are reading books, write a novel.
When they call for a paragraph, give them a story.
When the room is quiet, scream.
If no one else is singing, shout the lyrics.
Believe in yourself & all that you are.
Know that there is something inside you greater than any obstacle.
Stay true to you.
It is better to be hated for something you are,
than to be loved for something you are not.
There is something that you can do better than any other.
Listen to the inward voice & bravely obey that.
Be yourself, because everyone else is taken.


Tuesday, September 13, 2011

My Reality.

I've been down roads that led to nothing but dead ends.
I've turned into openings that had no outlets.
I've walked into darkness with no trace of light.
I've done things with no purpose.
I've hurt just to feel, I've smiled just to heal.
I've drawn blood & tears just to know I'm alive.
All that is over now, I have the best thing I could possibly ask for.
People dream of having what I have,
so I continue to ask myself how I got it.
I would walk to every dead end as long as I'm with you.
Outlets don't need to exist as long as you're every opening.
The darkness doesn't matter because you are every light.
You are every purpose I could ever possibly need.
I no longer hurt because you give me every reason to smile.
Blood & tears show me nothing, because you make me feel alive.
My love for you is stronger than anything I could ever imagine.
All it takes is one glance from you & my day is made.
You see through my flaws & accept me for me,
I couldn't ask for anything more.
Somehow you find a way to look past everything
I've been through & give me a fresh start.
You give me the encouragement I need.
You pick me up when I'm down.
You're the strength for when I'm weak.
You open my eyes to everything so I can see clearly.
You see the best in me, whatever it may be.
You invest your faith into me for some reason.
You see things in me that no one else is capable of seeing.
You are my cause & explanation for it all,
nothing else matters anymore.
You are my other half, without you I am incomplete.
I am so blind to the world now, because I see everything in you.

That was the day that I promised, I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

Typically it is every girl's dream to find love.
Unluckily, not every girl is fortunate enough to find it,
or to even know what it really is for that matter.
I believe that to every person, love has a different meaning.
You can't just put a solid definition next to it in the dictionary,
you have to define it yourself, or it is nonexistant.
Some people are willing to go to the end of the Earth,
 hoping to find what they believe is love.
Some people just throw the word out to anyone,
not truely comprehending the power it holds.
Then there are the people who just wait.
They wait their whole lives for this one person to just
 walk through the door so that they can finally say "I love you."
The reason why people get hurt & heartbroken so much is because
they put too much effort into trying to create something that will never exist.
They aren't actually in love,
they're in love with the idea of being in love.
Love isn't just a word.
It's an emotion, a power, a strength, a weakness.
It is something that can & will make or break you.
It isn't just something you think about.
It's something you already know.
Most importantly, it's not something you can just say.
You have to feel it first.

Monday, September 12, 2011

Drinking Champagne, Going Insane.

Everyone is different, at least that's what we're taught to believe.
Every little thing in this world has variation.
People are like snowflakes; every single one is unique & different in it's own way.
Every person's heart beats to a different rhythm.
What's wrong with the world is that people fail to realize this.
We all know we are different, but in some kind of way we all struggle to fit in.
Some change their style so that it's identical to everyone else's,
some change their style so that it's the polar opposite of everyone else's.
Some people dumb themselves down so that they get the attention they desire,
some people act like they're so beyond intelligent for the attention.
When you walk into a classroom or a cafeteria at a high school,
you notice the people who sit together.
Typically, people automatically assume that there are cliques in high schools.
The popular kids, scene kids, skateboarders, nerds, athletes, etc.
In reality, that's not how it is.
Everyone talks to everyone, cliques aren't the problem.
The problem is that people still try to change themselves to be liked.
We all do it. We all want to be noticed, in some kind of way.
So we pretend to be something we're not.
We're so afraid people might find out who we are before we find it out ourselves.